The year was 2005. As my mother and I sat in the waiting room of my endocrinologist, I looked around observing the other patients. There were eight of us here for the same two-hour blood test. I was the youngest at fifteen. The next person closest in age was in her early twenties.
Why are We Here?
It started out awkwardly. The eight of us starred at each other wondering about our uniting factor. I was reminded of the movie The Breakfast Club. We were complete strangers from a variety of backgrounds yet we were all in one small room for a specific amount of time. One woman decided to break the silence and began to speak. As she spoke, I realized that she was quite knowledgeable. She talked about how she was diabetic, had tendinitis, horrific allergies, and now possibly this. Yet when she said this, she did not state it with anger but with a tone of joy in her voice.
She retold a conversation she had between the endocrinologist and her. She discovered a statistic that stated it takes on average eleven years to diagnose a person with this because it often goes misdiagnosed. When she told that to the endocrinologist, he laughed and said, “No, it takes longer than that.” I looked at my mom as she nodded silently in agreement. I had been misdiagnosed for fourteen years. The woman looked around at the group in the waiting room, as if she was on the verge of saying something significant. When she decided to speak, I realized that I would never forget the words that she said.
We are Blessed.
“We are so blessed to be sitting here in this waiting room, participating in this test. We have the capability to live the rest of our lives free from this. It’s treatable. We can live without hindrance. We have the rest of our lives to live…”
Her voice slowly started to drop off as I realized the seven began to look at me. It was quite obvious that I was the youngest in the room. The oldest was a man, probably in his late fifties. The second to oldest was the woman who just spoke. Here I was, a teenager among adults, about to receive one of the greatest gifts in life. Freedom. It was a freedom from an unknown medical condition that had plagued me my entire life. We all were receiving the same gift, yet mine seem so much more valuable due to my young age.
The two hours ended. As we all gathered our belongings in order to return to our different homes I remember the lady saying, “Well, I guess I’ll never see you again. Good luck and may you never forget this blessing.”
The Blessing of a Name.
Soon, it was time for me to return to my endocrinologist to see the results of the test. As he looked over the chart from the two-hour test, he merely stated, “Amber, you have primary adrenal insufficiency. You will have to take Cortef for the rest of your life.”
That day, I became free.
I was unsure of what this freedom looked like. I was unsure of what lay ahead. But at least I had a diagnosis. I had a name that I could associate with my suffering.
Primary Adrenal Insufficiency.
Three years later, the name was changed to Addison’s Disease.